FRAGMENT

[cuddlytedi]

i want you so badly.,
but i know it's not right.,

trying hard to control myself.,
each time you pass by.,

trying to control my blushing.,
each time you flashes a smile.,

pretending not to notice.,
those stolen glances.,
that i imagine to be mine.,

feeling so pathetic.,
acting like a wallflower.,
in front of you.,

but the truth is.,
i'm a sunflower.,
who longs for the sun.,

every day is the same.,
a bittersweet day.,

joyfully anticipating you.,
to say "hello" even just once.,

but as the day ends.,
not a single word.,

perhaps in time.,
this feeling would end.,

perhaps one day.,
it would just fade away.,

that one day.,

instead of me hoping for you.,
to be with me in the future.,

i would just remember you.,
as the boy i loved in the past.,

as a fragment of a dream.,
i once hoped to be my reality.,