tears

sadness is so consuming.,
though you’re not alone.,
though there are people around.,
you still feel that emptiness.,

the colors of the world are there.,
but all i see are shades of grey.,
the warmth sun can’t seem melt.,
this coldness that i’m feeling.,

the love and concern around.,
are more than any person will ever want.,
but why do i always feel that.,
there is something missing.,

bless yes truly bless.,
appreciative yes so grateful.,
but still feeling selfish.,
wanting more., badly wanting more.,

Linger

    again memories flown.,
    the day you left.,
    as if you have taken everything with you.,
    the only thing left.,
    the helpless me who still longs to be with you.,
   
    those moments that have passed by.,
    still lingers in my heart.,
    the you that i loved the most.,
    the you that have left me.,

    though i still want to embrace.,
    but how can i.,
    the us that Fate has blocked.,
    Love we hoped to last suddenly ended.,
   

    Separation, the cruel last gift.,
    Death has given us., 
    still the stupid me weaves.,
    future that can never be.,
    tomorrow that we can never have.,

    to lessen the pain of Reality.,
    that our story has ended.,
    still i weep.,
    tears of "I miss you" and "I love you".,