The Line Drawn

[cuddlytedi]

If I had the courage then I would have hold on to you.,
I would have told you the words I’m longing to say.,
The feelings my heart is concealing all these years.,
The love the has grown all these years., 

If I have the courage I would have risk everything I had.,
Just for a single chance to tell you how much I loved you.,
For a chance to embrace you tightly.,
And feel the warmth of your kiss.,

I should have not missed those chances I have.,
I should have treated those moments as my last.,
‘Coz now it felt like time passed us by.,
And I lost my only chance with you.,

All these years I thought, you will always be there.,
Perhaps that’s the reason why I’d took you for granted.,
Believing that your love for me will never fade.,
But I was wrong., 

I was to insensitive to feel your pain.,
How naïve of me to overlook your tears.,
I never seen that your love for me is slowly dying.,
How stupid of me not to realize.,

Slowly you slip away from my hands.,
Instead of pulling you towards me.,
I’d allowed you to leave.,
And never told you to stay.,

For it’s the only thing a coward like me can do.,
Though my heart longs for you so badly.,
My hands are tied with someone else.,
Who I had promise forever with.,

And now, you’re  telling me “goodbye”
‘coz you have found your true happiness.,
The one that made you smile again.,
And made you believe that you can love again., 

The one who wipes your tears.,
Tears that was cause by my selfishness.,
The one who can openly express his love for you.,
Not like me who hides in the cold.,

Now looking at your face.,
Seeing the mixed emotions in your eyes.,
Sight of tears and joy.,
Breaks my heart drowning in despair., 

Wishing to hold on to something I held on before.,
But now it to late to ask you to stay.,
For this heart can’t promise you anything.,
Can’t assure you everlasting happiness.,

I flashed a fake smile.,
And wished for your happiness.,
A life you always dreamt of, the one you deserve.,
The one we once hoped to share.,

As we began to walk our own different paths.,
Slowly sadness surrounds me.,
Tears starts to flow like rain.,
Flooding my heart with memories of the past.,

Saying to myself I lost someone dearly.,
A part of my life., a friend., a companion.,
My source of happiness., a shoulder to lean on.,
The one who I truly love., and truly loved me.,